"My Darkness"

Hey There, do you hear me calling?? Do you hear me screaming your name?? I am getting an uncertain feeling that makes me feel a bit insane.

Let me walk into the darkness let me know just where your heart is. Do you prefer a life of madness to living your life in the darkness?

The Darkness that is slowly coming the darkness that is all consuming, the Darkness will give you comfort If you just give a little effort.

Call me crazy and call me mad But you got to know that i ain't sad To live our lives in the dark Cuz it won't make you feel so worthless.

It lets you know that life is real it gives you time to just heal from the bitterness and the fights that we go through in our own lives.

Though its cold and its better A least is different from the litter.
Its just simply misunderstood and in someways , I guess thats good.

From it many people run away and they don't ever dare to stay.
They hate it since they fear it cuz of everything that they are hearing.

I'm not here to just try and impose that this life of darkness is so good But i don't want you to simply dispose The life that you know you really Should.

"This Again..."

Here i am waiting for something to happen,

To turn my life around and safe me from fate.

Yet i know that nothing will ever happen

even if forever i shall have to wait.


Why would you ever wanna be my friend?

Cuz i will lead you to your better end.

I don't know how much that is true

But i seem to hear that from everyone including you.


I just can not sit here alone and bitterly

wait.

So in the time i spend waiting,

I'll contemplate.

Don't think that i don't know about all your lies,

Cuz i can see them CLEARLY in YOUR EYES.

And i don't know if you could see me

And i don't know if you would believe me.

For every time that you lie to me

It'll count down to your demise and misery.


I'm Stuck in a State of confusion

where everything seems to be an ilussion

And i don't even seem to realize

all the things that i have Sacrificed.

As i lean back in my chair, I remember

All the things in my life that should have

lasted forever,

All the times that made my life seem a bit better.

but here i am again feeling so empty.