"This Again..."

Here i am waiting for something to happen,

To turn my life around and safe me from fate.

Yet i know that nothing will ever happen

even if forever i shall have to wait.


Why would you ever wanna be my friend?

Cuz i will lead you to your better end.

I don't know how much that is true

But i seem to hear that from everyone including you.


I just can not sit here alone and bitterly

wait.

So in the time i spend waiting,

I'll contemplate.

Don't think that i don't know about all your lies,

Cuz i can see them CLEARLY in YOUR EYES.

And i don't know if you could see me

And i don't know if you would believe me.

For every time that you lie to me

It'll count down to your demise and misery.


I'm Stuck in a State of confusion

where everything seems to be an ilussion

And i don't even seem to realize

all the things that i have Sacrificed.

As i lean back in my chair, I remember

All the things in my life that should have

lasted forever,

All the times that made my life seem a bit better.

but here i am again feeling so empty.